If You Ever
I close my eyes.
Lay down and sleep away.
There's no return.
It's my mistake.
There's no use in crying.
It's time to learn.
If you ever need someone,
sorry 'bout the things I've done.
My life goes in reverse.
If you ever change your mind,
when the rainy days are gone
and the balance returns.
All alone
this time I walk away.
It feels so cold, but I know it's something I deserve,
I deserve to be mislead.
Breaking up with family.
I know it's my fault.
It feels so cold, but I know it's something I deserve,
I deserve to be dead.
Sorry 'bout the things I've done.
Changes will come in the fall.
Waiting for the storm, my face against the wall.
Hoping that you could forgive me, you could forgive me,
you could forgive
me, forgive me.
WHAT EVER
Disasters strikes
I try to write describe the things I hold inside
private of mind still keeps me distant
disorder loombs above this room
I'm trapped inside this silent tomb
I'm trying to get my mind off resitance
What ever I say, ehat ever i write, what ever i do
I'm not getting through
what ever ...
I'm not getting through to you
distuction's all
surrounds my hope
my future seems to stay unknown
all alone in need of some asistance
OH, here comes the fear again
walls are closing in
feels like i'm chocking
OH, can't find the words to say
drowning in thís pain
smoke fills the air
Oh, here comes the fear again
walls are closing in
smoke fills the air.
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